Fuck dog books and obedience training...I'm a master all by myself. My dog is also a genius who learns tricks in 20 minutes.
He now knows sit, down, paw, and over. I realize we completely skipped stay, come, and leave it but whatever...eventually.
I love saki and ale :)
I only have classes on Tuesday and Thursdays next semester...problem is I'll be at school from 9:30 am-9 pm...end my life.
On the bright side, I have a total babe as my substitute history teacher. I'm taking his 275 level class next semester just so I can stare at his face.
I got a little crazy with the nails&hammer and made a key rack, dog leash rack, and coat rack. My apartment looks amazing now :)
Oh and Brian Kirby, I see you on campus all the time and always say HEY KIRBY and you always ignore me. Thanks for that.
Time to go drink with Danny and Jesse. YAY SAKI AND FULL MOON
12.05.2008
12.04.2008
Good lord I am exhausted. Between 3 papers, I've gotten about 15 hours of sleep since Monday night.
I have another huge paper/project due by Tuesday as well.
So sick of school. One and a half more weeks. Hurry.
I'm also totally sick of people. I just don't grasp how people can be so shitty.
There is NOTHING vague about "keep our names out of your mouth", yet crazy obsess people still try and start shit.
This isn't high school. Tattling to your ex-boyfriends best friend just makes both of them hate you more. But I guess if you're TRYING to show people how obsessive/shitty/dramatic/creepy you are, it's a good way to go.
I think I could write an entire book on what NOT to do if you don't want to show the whole world you suck.
Step 1- get a personality (I feel the need to elaborate here), not someone else's personality...but your own
Step 2- don't lie, or lie to cover your lies...just admit you fucked up and people won't hate you so much
Step 3- don't do stuff specifically to try and fuck with people's lives
Really, I just don't even understand it. Why would someone say they're totally over something, and want nothing to do with either of our lives then go and do something SPECIFICALLY to try a fuck with us? It's been almost two years...time to move on...
Danny's not even pissed or surprised because he accepted how crazy and dramatic this girl was a long time ago. I, however, continue to give the benefit of the doubt and it blows up in my face. I get REALLY pissed when shit like this happens...especially because it's happen twice in the past two months.
PLUS it's not like it's only stressing me out. It's affecting more people that I love and that really hurts because the other person she's doing this to has done absolutely nothing wrong, and is a beautiful person who people continually take advantage of simply because she avoids conflict at all costs.
I digress.
My puppy is driving me nuts, and I'm ready for him to be a dog.
My kittens are fucking adorable. According to Kevin "total I haz cheezburger" cats. STOKED SOMEONE AGREES WITH ME.
Danny and I are super stressed about money. I need another job and that stresses me more.
Bones wasn't on last night, or my DVR decided not to record it and I'm super pissed. Emily Deschanel, plzzzzz.
I've turned in all my major papers/projects save for a huge one in Computer Science on which I have to do amazing.
I registered for classes. No morning ones save tuesdays where I'll be at school 9:45 AM-9:00PM. KILLLLLMEEEEEEEE.
I have another huge paper/project due by Tuesday as well.
So sick of school. One and a half more weeks. Hurry.
I'm also totally sick of people. I just don't grasp how people can be so shitty.
There is NOTHING vague about "keep our names out of your mouth", yet crazy obsess people still try and start shit.
This isn't high school. Tattling to your ex-boyfriends best friend just makes both of them hate you more. But I guess if you're TRYING to show people how obsessive/shitty/dramatic/creepy you are, it's a good way to go.
I think I could write an entire book on what NOT to do if you don't want to show the whole world you suck.
Step 1- get a personality (I feel the need to elaborate here), not someone else's personality...but your own
Step 2- don't lie, or lie to cover your lies...just admit you fucked up and people won't hate you so much
Step 3- don't do stuff specifically to try and fuck with people's lives
Really, I just don't even understand it. Why would someone say they're totally over something, and want nothing to do with either of our lives then go and do something SPECIFICALLY to try a fuck with us? It's been almost two years...time to move on...
Danny's not even pissed or surprised because he accepted how crazy and dramatic this girl was a long time ago. I, however, continue to give the benefit of the doubt and it blows up in my face. I get REALLY pissed when shit like this happens...especially because it's happen twice in the past two months.
PLUS it's not like it's only stressing me out. It's affecting more people that I love and that really hurts because the other person she's doing this to has done absolutely nothing wrong, and is a beautiful person who people continually take advantage of simply because she avoids conflict at all costs.
I digress.
My puppy is driving me nuts, and I'm ready for him to be a dog.
My kittens are fucking adorable. According to Kevin "total I haz cheezburger" cats. STOKED SOMEONE AGREES WITH ME.
Danny and I are super stressed about money. I need another job and that stresses me more.
Bones wasn't on last night, or my DVR decided not to record it and I'm super pissed. Emily Deschanel, plzzzzz.
I've turned in all my major papers/projects save for a huge one in Computer Science on which I have to do amazing.
I registered for classes. No morning ones save tuesdays where I'll be at school 9:45 AM-9:00PM. KILLLLLMEEEEEEEE.
11.27.2008
I'm stuck in Albany. The older my Grandfather has gotten the more he has simply becoming a parody of his former self. All he cares about is college, grades, and himself...but not necessarily in that order.
My brother texted my Uncle Jim to wish him a Happy Thanksgiving and to tell him we wish we could be there (my mother's family is my real family).
He responded with "Grandpa Ellis called you a punk at the dinner table....I swear"
My Grandfather is legit 100 years old.
I miss my animals and love more than I thought possible. I just feel so miserable and removed from warmth up here...and its not even that cold.
Still dealing with shit I shouldn't have to from people I shouldn't have to get it....
It's frustrating to keep getting disappointed. It's frustrating to be dragged into something for no reason. It's frustrating to somehow be the bad guy for no reason. It's frustrating hearing your best friend sobbing into a voicemail about how she's screwed up everything.
It's frustrating to be 208473 miles away and just wanting to scream I LOVE YOU SO STOP DOING THIS TO ME.
It's frustrating that I know you're a good person but you keep acting otherwise.
Let sleeping dogs lie. Please, I'm begging you.
On another note, all my friends from high school are in town and blowing up my phone and I'm SO pissed I'm not home.
On another note, Wii has robbed me of the ability to lift my right arm. Ahhhh, the price to pay for schooling my brother and sister in boxing, bowling, and tennis.
Oh, and ps....you're still ugly probably even uglier now (-;
My brother texted my Uncle Jim to wish him a Happy Thanksgiving and to tell him we wish we could be there (my mother's family is my real family).
He responded with "Grandpa Ellis called you a punk at the dinner table....I swear"
My Grandfather is legit 100 years old.
I miss my animals and love more than I thought possible. I just feel so miserable and removed from warmth up here...and its not even that cold.
Still dealing with shit I shouldn't have to from people I shouldn't have to get it....
It's frustrating to keep getting disappointed. It's frustrating to be dragged into something for no reason. It's frustrating to somehow be the bad guy for no reason. It's frustrating hearing your best friend sobbing into a voicemail about how she's screwed up everything.
It's frustrating to be 208473 miles away and just wanting to scream I LOVE YOU SO STOP DOING THIS TO ME.
It's frustrating that I know you're a good person but you keep acting otherwise.
Let sleeping dogs lie. Please, I'm begging you.
On another note, all my friends from high school are in town and blowing up my phone and I'm SO pissed I'm not home.
On another note, Wii has robbed me of the ability to lift my right arm. Ahhhh, the price to pay for schooling my brother and sister in boxing, bowling, and tennis.
Oh, and ps....you're still ugly probably even uglier now (-;
11.15.2008
The Zeppy-Eli conflict is slowly getting resolved. This just means she's not hissing non-stop at him. She's also getting nice and pudgy which is awesome because she was skin and bones when we got her from the shelter.
Thursday I spent 5 hours at E&Bs. It was quite lolable because Dane, Tony, and some dude named Mark were there and they posted the sexiest n00ds ever.
They made me laugh so I made them fries with hot sauce. I hate hearing boys whine about food. So since according to Eve, I'm everyone's mom I had to act ASAP.
I'm loving this whole "Danny working on the weekends thing" because he's home by the time I get up and wants to do cute things like get sushi (like we did last night) and go to the Macaroni Grill (like we're doing tonight).
The Seeker is an excellent film. I suggest everyone see it. I just have a thing for magical kids movies.
I was offered a position at Target yesterday and they scheduled my drug test for today.
Then Chris and Brandon came over and
I said...ya know what?
Take this job and shove it :)
I'm not too happy with some people. Then again, I'm not surprised in the least bit.
All I can really say is
TYPICAL TYPICAL TYPICAL.
STOP BEING SO MOTHER FUCKING TYPICAL
I'm starting to think I'm the only one that takes other people's feelings into consideration.
Actually, I'm pretty sure I've felt that way for a while.
I'm never letting you back into my life again.
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