Also, excellent find on petfinders.org (my favorite site):
AMBROSIUS!!!! YOU SHALL NOT PASSSS!
12.10.2008
12.09.2008
Negativity:
One more week. One more week. Month long break.
Stressing about xmas presents and plans.
23-24: Danny's Mom's in VA
25 morning/early afternoon: My parents (Baltimore) and then grandmother's house (Columbia)
25 night: Danny's Dad's in Frederick
Hannukah is the Monday before Christmas and Danny's B-Day is the Sunday before Christmas...lordy
We have to have my parents watch Elinor the 20th because both of Danny's sets of parents are coming in and they don't know about her. I hate lying in general and the dinner/tour of our apartment is gonna totally freak me out.
Positivityyyy:
-beating a 6'4 former skin head with skull tattoos in Mortal Combat...TWICE...because Kitana is my homegirl (Jew-1 Jesse-0)
-step-brothers & E! THS over and over with Evelyn
-stealing paper for Bobby and getting yelled at by the asian troll of the towson computer labs
-weekend was productive. lots of sleep and cleaning on my part.
-Zeppy is down to about 2-3 walks a day
-Elinor is 99.5% recovered from her cold and finished her anti-biotics
-SHAN MAY MOVE IN (if she gets into Towson) which I am unbelievably stoked about
One more week. One more week. Month long break.
Stressing about xmas presents and plans.
23-24: Danny's Mom's in VA
25 morning/early afternoon: My parents (Baltimore) and then grandmother's house (Columbia)
25 night: Danny's Dad's in Frederick
Hannukah is the Monday before Christmas and Danny's B-Day is the Sunday before Christmas...lordy
We have to have my parents watch Elinor the 20th because both of Danny's sets of parents are coming in and they don't know about her. I hate lying in general and the dinner/tour of our apartment is gonna totally freak me out.
Positivityyyy:
-beating a 6'4 former skin head with skull tattoos in Mortal Combat...TWICE...because Kitana is my homegirl (Jew-1 Jesse-0)
-step-brothers & E! THS over and over with Evelyn
-stealing paper for Bobby and getting yelled at by the asian troll of the towson computer labs
-weekend was productive. lots of sleep and cleaning on my part.
-Zeppy is down to about 2-3 walks a day
-Elinor is 99.5% recovered from her cold and finished her anti-biotics
-SHAN MAY MOVE IN (if she gets into Towson) which I am unbelievably stoked about
12.05.2008
MMM whats new.
Fuck dog books and obedience training...I'm a master all by myself. My dog is also a genius who learns tricks in 20 minutes.
He now knows sit, down, paw, and over. I realize we completely skipped stay, come, and leave it but whatever...eventually.
I love saki and ale :)
I only have classes on Tuesday and Thursdays next semester...problem is I'll be at school from 9:30 am-9 pm...end my life.
On the bright side, I have a total babe as my substitute history teacher. I'm taking his 275 level class next semester just so I can stare at his face.
I got a little crazy with the nails&hammer and made a key rack, dog leash rack, and coat rack. My apartment looks amazing now :)
Oh and Brian Kirby, I see you on campus all the time and always say HEY KIRBY and you always ignore me. Thanks for that.
Time to go drink with Danny and Jesse. YAY SAKI AND FULL MOON
He now knows sit, down, paw, and over. I realize we completely skipped stay, come, and leave it but whatever...eventually.
I love saki and ale :)
I only have classes on Tuesday and Thursdays next semester...problem is I'll be at school from 9:30 am-9 pm...end my life.
On the bright side, I have a total babe as my substitute history teacher. I'm taking his 275 level class next semester just so I can stare at his face.
I got a little crazy with the nails&hammer and made a key rack, dog leash rack, and coat rack. My apartment looks amazing now :)
Oh and Brian Kirby, I see you on campus all the time and always say HEY KIRBY and you always ignore me. Thanks for that.
Time to go drink with Danny and Jesse. YAY SAKI AND FULL MOON
12.04.2008
Good lord I am exhausted. Between 3 papers, I've gotten about 15 hours of sleep since Monday night.
I have another huge paper/project due by Tuesday as well.
So sick of school. One and a half more weeks. Hurry.
I'm also totally sick of people. I just don't grasp how people can be so shitty.
There is NOTHING vague about "keep our names out of your mouth", yet crazy obsess people still try and start shit.
This isn't high school. Tattling to your ex-boyfriends best friend just makes both of them hate you more. But I guess if you're TRYING to show people how obsessive/shitty/dramatic/creepy you are, it's a good way to go.
I think I could write an entire book on what NOT to do if you don't want to show the whole world you suck.
Step 1- get a personality (I feel the need to elaborate here), not someone else's personality...but your own
Step 2- don't lie, or lie to cover your lies...just admit you fucked up and people won't hate you so much
Step 3- don't do stuff specifically to try and fuck with people's lives
Really, I just don't even understand it. Why would someone say they're totally over something, and want nothing to do with either of our lives then go and do something SPECIFICALLY to try a fuck with us? It's been almost two years...time to move on...
Danny's not even pissed or surprised because he accepted how crazy and dramatic this girl was a long time ago. I, however, continue to give the benefit of the doubt and it blows up in my face. I get REALLY pissed when shit like this happens...especially because it's happen twice in the past two months.
PLUS it's not like it's only stressing me out. It's affecting more people that I love and that really hurts because the other person she's doing this to has done absolutely nothing wrong, and is a beautiful person who people continually take advantage of simply because she avoids conflict at all costs.
I digress.
My puppy is driving me nuts, and I'm ready for him to be a dog.
My kittens are fucking adorable. According to Kevin "total I haz cheezburger" cats. STOKED SOMEONE AGREES WITH ME.
Danny and I are super stressed about money. I need another job and that stresses me more.
Bones wasn't on last night, or my DVR decided not to record it and I'm super pissed. Emily Deschanel, plzzzzz.
I've turned in all my major papers/projects save for a huge one in Computer Science on which I have to do amazing.
I registered for classes. No morning ones save tuesdays where I'll be at school 9:45 AM-9:00PM. KILLLLLMEEEEEEEE.
I have another huge paper/project due by Tuesday as well.
So sick of school. One and a half more weeks. Hurry.
I'm also totally sick of people. I just don't grasp how people can be so shitty.
There is NOTHING vague about "keep our names out of your mouth", yet crazy obsess people still try and start shit.
This isn't high school. Tattling to your ex-boyfriends best friend just makes both of them hate you more. But I guess if you're TRYING to show people how obsessive/shitty/dramatic/creepy you are, it's a good way to go.
I think I could write an entire book on what NOT to do if you don't want to show the whole world you suck.
Step 1- get a personality (I feel the need to elaborate here), not someone else's personality...but your own
Step 2- don't lie, or lie to cover your lies...just admit you fucked up and people won't hate you so much
Step 3- don't do stuff specifically to try and fuck with people's lives
Really, I just don't even understand it. Why would someone say they're totally over something, and want nothing to do with either of our lives then go and do something SPECIFICALLY to try a fuck with us? It's been almost two years...time to move on...
Danny's not even pissed or surprised because he accepted how crazy and dramatic this girl was a long time ago. I, however, continue to give the benefit of the doubt and it blows up in my face. I get REALLY pissed when shit like this happens...especially because it's happen twice in the past two months.
PLUS it's not like it's only stressing me out. It's affecting more people that I love and that really hurts because the other person she's doing this to has done absolutely nothing wrong, and is a beautiful person who people continually take advantage of simply because she avoids conflict at all costs.
I digress.
My puppy is driving me nuts, and I'm ready for him to be a dog.
My kittens are fucking adorable. According to Kevin "total I haz cheezburger" cats. STOKED SOMEONE AGREES WITH ME.
Danny and I are super stressed about money. I need another job and that stresses me more.
Bones wasn't on last night, or my DVR decided not to record it and I'm super pissed. Emily Deschanel, plzzzzz.
I've turned in all my major papers/projects save for a huge one in Computer Science on which I have to do amazing.
I registered for classes. No morning ones save tuesdays where I'll be at school 9:45 AM-9:00PM. KILLLLLMEEEEEEEE.
11.27.2008
I'm stuck in Albany. The older my Grandfather has gotten the more he has simply becoming a parody of his former self. All he cares about is college, grades, and himself...but not necessarily in that order.
My brother texted my Uncle Jim to wish him a Happy Thanksgiving and to tell him we wish we could be there (my mother's family is my real family).
He responded with "Grandpa Ellis called you a punk at the dinner table....I swear"
My Grandfather is legit 100 years old.
I miss my animals and love more than I thought possible. I just feel so miserable and removed from warmth up here...and its not even that cold.
Still dealing with shit I shouldn't have to from people I shouldn't have to get it....
It's frustrating to keep getting disappointed. It's frustrating to be dragged into something for no reason. It's frustrating to somehow be the bad guy for no reason. It's frustrating hearing your best friend sobbing into a voicemail about how she's screwed up everything.
It's frustrating to be 208473 miles away and just wanting to scream I LOVE YOU SO STOP DOING THIS TO ME.
It's frustrating that I know you're a good person but you keep acting otherwise.
Let sleeping dogs lie. Please, I'm begging you.
On another note, all my friends from high school are in town and blowing up my phone and I'm SO pissed I'm not home.
On another note, Wii has robbed me of the ability to lift my right arm. Ahhhh, the price to pay for schooling my brother and sister in boxing, bowling, and tennis.
Oh, and ps....you're still ugly probably even uglier now (-;
My brother texted my Uncle Jim to wish him a Happy Thanksgiving and to tell him we wish we could be there (my mother's family is my real family).
He responded with "Grandpa Ellis called you a punk at the dinner table....I swear"
My Grandfather is legit 100 years old.
I miss my animals and love more than I thought possible. I just feel so miserable and removed from warmth up here...and its not even that cold.
Still dealing with shit I shouldn't have to from people I shouldn't have to get it....
It's frustrating to keep getting disappointed. It's frustrating to be dragged into something for no reason. It's frustrating to somehow be the bad guy for no reason. It's frustrating hearing your best friend sobbing into a voicemail about how she's screwed up everything.
It's frustrating to be 208473 miles away and just wanting to scream I LOVE YOU SO STOP DOING THIS TO ME.
It's frustrating that I know you're a good person but you keep acting otherwise.
Let sleeping dogs lie. Please, I'm begging you.
On another note, all my friends from high school are in town and blowing up my phone and I'm SO pissed I'm not home.
On another note, Wii has robbed me of the ability to lift my right arm. Ahhhh, the price to pay for schooling my brother and sister in boxing, bowling, and tennis.
Oh, and ps....you're still ugly probably even uglier now (-;
11.15.2008
The Zeppy-Eli conflict is slowly getting resolved. This just means she's not hissing non-stop at him. She's also getting nice and pudgy which is awesome because she was skin and bones when we got her from the shelter.
Thursday I spent 5 hours at E&Bs. It was quite lolable because Dane, Tony, and some dude named Mark were there and they posted the sexiest n00ds ever.
They made me laugh so I made them fries with hot sauce. I hate hearing boys whine about food. So since according to Eve, I'm everyone's mom I had to act ASAP.
I'm loving this whole "Danny working on the weekends thing" because he's home by the time I get up and wants to do cute things like get sushi (like we did last night) and go to the Macaroni Grill (like we're doing tonight).
The Seeker is an excellent film. I suggest everyone see it. I just have a thing for magical kids movies.
I was offered a position at Target yesterday and they scheduled my drug test for today.
Then Chris and Brandon came over and
I said...ya know what?
Take this job and shove it :)
I'm not too happy with some people. Then again, I'm not surprised in the least bit.
All I can really say is
TYPICAL TYPICAL TYPICAL.
STOP BEING SO MOTHER FUCKING TYPICAL
I'm starting to think I'm the only one that takes other people's feelings into consideration.
Actually, I'm pretty sure I've felt that way for a while.
I'm never letting you back into my life again.
11.12.2008
Eli and Dexter have become partners in crime...its awesome.
Eve and Bobby got their dapple long-haired dachshund puppy today. He is the cutest little thing but not as cute as my Zep-Zep as a puppy. Owen is pretty cool though...chiller than most :)
He's my boyfriend...we have make-out sessions where he literally sticks his entire head in my mouth.
I swear Dexter is getting bigger and bigger everyday. It's so great! I want him to be a lion-kitty. I never had a big cat because Mo-Mo pretty much stopped growing most likely because of his disease. Dexter is about as big as Mo-Mos was as an adult. Morissey was a lot more independent that Dexter and prefered to be alone when he was a kitten. He didn't really get very affectionate till he got older. Dexter is a total snuggle bug baby though.
I'm really happy we got Eli because Dexter and Zeppy are pretty much MY animals (TOTAL Momma's boys) but Eli is completely in love with Danny. He finally got his Daddy's girl (:
Oh well, I'm off to give my kit-kats their much needed baths! Should be interesting to see how Eli reacts to that...Dexter LOVES his bath time so maybe she'll stick it out for him!
He's my boyfriend...we have make-out sessions where he literally sticks his entire head in my mouth.
I swear Dexter is getting bigger and bigger everyday. It's so great! I want him to be a lion-kitty. I never had a big cat because Mo-Mo pretty much stopped growing most likely because of his disease. Dexter is about as big as Mo-Mos was as an adult. Morissey was a lot more independent that Dexter and prefered to be alone when he was a kitten. He didn't really get very affectionate till he got older. Dexter is a total snuggle bug baby though.
I'm really happy we got Eli because Dexter and Zeppy are pretty much MY animals (TOTAL Momma's boys) but Eli is completely in love with Danny. He finally got his Daddy's girl (:
Oh well, I'm off to give my kit-kats their much needed baths! Should be interesting to see how Eli reacts to that...Dexter LOVES his bath time so maybe she'll stick it out for him!
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11.11.2008
Solid...Solid as Barack
I don't go to parties, drink in excess, spend time with fair-weather friends for temporary entertainment, meet new people I'll probably just end up hating, or waste my time pining over the absence of unresponsive former friends.
I do adopt adorable kittens, mother/care for all my pets to a fault, watch House for 6 hours a day, laugh with my best friends, sleep next to the same person I'm going to sleep next to the rest of my life every single night, read PerezHilton.com like it will determine the course of the rest of my life, harbor fierce loyalty to my carefully chosen companions, get confused by those who can stake so much on so little, and find solace in those who love me unconditionally and have proven themselves to be some of the best people I have ever met.
Two loves of my life.
My son is getting huge.
Elinor is everyone's sweet little baby girl.
11.09.2008
My animals sleep funny....just like their mommy. I've spent the past 6 days living on websites like petfinder.org & adoptapet.com. After the funeral yesterday, we went to three pet stores in search of the perfect kitty. I wish Danny didn't have such high standards...it's frustrating.Heres what I'm working with:
-Must be a girl
-Must be under 11 weeks
-Must be orange.
-If not orange much be white
-Must have long hair if not orange or white
BASICALLY he wants this:
And let me tell you...THIS CAT IN KITTEN FORM DOES NOT EXIST IN THE GREATER METROPOLITAN AREA UNLESS YOU WANT TO PAY SIX HUNDRED DOLLARS.
I posted pictures of the cats that I have found and they're all beautiful and need homes. Cats that look like that (we'll call her Phyllis) go for a lot of money or are seniors that people have abandoned. NO ONE is going to abandon a persian kitten...sorry...doesn't happen.
I know once he meets my little strays he'll fall in love with them. It's just frustrating that it's taking so long.
11.08.2008
Lordy Lordy
I can count the females I tolerate on one hand. Lately, they've been bothering me even more. I just don't like girls that act like total...girls...if that makes any sense. I'm reluctant to bring even a female CAT into my life.
ps: NEVER google ass tulip.
11.07.2008
New Newness
- Kaylyn moved to Delawhere! which blowsssssssssssss
+ Eve moved in till Donny gets here or something or till after...who knows. When she lives with us everything feels alright/makes sense in the world. I love her.
+ Danny finally agreed to get a sweet little girl kitty!
-TORN BETWEEN TWO KITTUMS
+ Zeppy and Dexter have been getting along recently
+ Changed ALLLLLL my livejournal entries to friends-only so I'm super unlurkable by creeps.
- Money has been real tight lately but we're making it work
- Grandpa died on Monday
+ My entire family is coming in for the funeral
+ Eve moved in till Donny gets here or something or till after...who knows. When she lives with us everything feels alright/makes sense in the world. I love her.
+ Danny finally agreed to get a sweet little girl kitty!
-TORN BETWEEN TWO KITTUMS
+ Zeppy and Dexter have been getting along recently
+ Changed ALLLLLL my livejournal entries to friends-only so I'm super unlurkable by creeps.
- Money has been real tight lately but we're making it work
- Grandpa died on Monday
+ My entire family is coming in for the funeral
11.06.2008
+kitten
I want another kitten.
and I won't be happy till I get one!
(I'm mostly just doing this cause Danny is looking over my shoulder)
Seriously though...Dexter needs a friend :(. I got SO used to a 3 pet household when Ned lived with us. Plus Dex-Dex was super stoked to always play with someone.
I like when my animals get along...granted its only for about 45 minutes a day....but still...it's nice.
I WANT ANOTHER KITTEN.
GAH!
Leave me pro-another-kitten comments please. I NEED YOUR HELP CONVINCING DANNY!
and I won't be happy till I get one!
(I'm mostly just doing this cause Danny is looking over my shoulder)
Seriously though...Dexter needs a friend :(. I got SO used to a 3 pet household when Ned lived with us. Plus Dex-Dex was super stoked to always play with someone.
I like when my animals get along...granted its only for about 45 minutes a day....but still...it's nice.
I WANT ANOTHER KITTEN.
GAH!
Leave me pro-another-kitten comments please. I NEED YOUR HELP CONVINCING DANNY!
11.04.2008
11.03.2008
Went to my parents on Saturday expecting a somewhat normal family night.
Found out my Grandpa who has suffered from Alzheimer's for a number of years isn't doing to well and is probably going to die soon.
How soon is soon?
They didn't know.
Two days later and my mother and her mother haven't left his bed. I called to get information and all I heard was gasping and yelling in the background. Apparently he's in a lot of pain but he made it through last night and is a little more comfortable.
I'm upset because I'm not upset. He's been gone for three years but at least his body was still here...and now it's not going to be and I can't find it in me to cry. The man practically raised me and I can't shed one tear...how fucked up does that make me?
I wanted to go see him but my Mom said it would be too upsetting. He's almost six feet tall and currently weighs about eighty pounds because he's forgotten how to swallow. I just want to see him and be upset by it and cry and cry. I can't.
All I can hear is him singing me "I know an old lady who swallowed a fly" over and over. I can't, however, remember much else. Has it really been that long since I looked him in the eye and watched his papery skin crinkle around it as he smiled? Apparently so....I have pictures of him all over my fridge and around the apartment...but it isn't the same.
He has eyes that are so sparkly it always looks like he's crying. And I can't even cry one tear for him.
What is WRONG with me?!
I just want him back. I'll even take the version of him with moderate Alzheimer's. Occasionally mixing up words, getting frustrated for no reason, and repeating himself...it's all tolerated because at least he knew who we were and he could speak. He doesn't even look like himself or at least he didn't the last time I saw him.
It's not fair that this disease took his mind..but its SUPER unfair that it's taking his body too.
I. just. want. to. cry.
Found out my Grandpa who has suffered from Alzheimer's for a number of years isn't doing to well and is probably going to die soon.
How soon is soon?
They didn't know.
Two days later and my mother and her mother haven't left his bed. I called to get information and all I heard was gasping and yelling in the background. Apparently he's in a lot of pain but he made it through last night and is a little more comfortable.
I'm upset because I'm not upset. He's been gone for three years but at least his body was still here...and now it's not going to be and I can't find it in me to cry. The man practically raised me and I can't shed one tear...how fucked up does that make me?
I wanted to go see him but my Mom said it would be too upsetting. He's almost six feet tall and currently weighs about eighty pounds because he's forgotten how to swallow. I just want to see him and be upset by it and cry and cry. I can't.
All I can hear is him singing me "I know an old lady who swallowed a fly" over and over. I can't, however, remember much else. Has it really been that long since I looked him in the eye and watched his papery skin crinkle around it as he smiled? Apparently so....I have pictures of him all over my fridge and around the apartment...but it isn't the same.
He has eyes that are so sparkly it always looks like he's crying. And I can't even cry one tear for him.
What is WRONG with me?!
I just want him back. I'll even take the version of him with moderate Alzheimer's. Occasionally mixing up words, getting frustrated for no reason, and repeating himself...it's all tolerated because at least he knew who we were and he could speak. He doesn't even look like himself or at least he didn't the last time I saw him.
It's not fair that this disease took his mind..but its SUPER unfair that it's taking his body too.
I. just. want. to. cry.
10.28.2008
Hello all!
Due to unfortunate circumstances, Kaylyn has to move out this month...SO we're looking for a new roommate. Luckily, I'm not friends with anyone creepy on here so if we're friends...you qualify.
It's a HUGE 2 bedroom with 1 bathroom. Completely furnished (minus the 2nd bedroom of course) Your room would be about 13 x 10 which is a decent size for 1 person and cozy for two.
You MUST be okay with our kitten Dexter, and dog Zeppy...and you're welcome to bring a cat/dog of your own.
We have Comcast Digital Cable with a DVR and HBO in the living room, and we're getting the bedrooms set up for regular cable (if you want digital in your room its $10 extra a month due to Comcast)
Rent & utilities are always split 3 ways. So your rent is $345 a month plus utilities so about $400 a month.
You must pay 1/3 of the security deposit plus first months rent upon move in.
You will be living with myself, and my boyfriend. You're not required to be best friends with us or even like us that much, just please pay your shit on time!
Feel free to pass this one to anyone you know who may be looking for a new place.
ps- the apartment is in cockeysville
Due to unfortunate circumstances, Kaylyn has to move out this month...SO we're looking for a new roommate. Luckily, I'm not friends with anyone creepy on here so if we're friends...you qualify.
It's a HUGE 2 bedroom with 1 bathroom. Completely furnished (minus the 2nd bedroom of course) Your room would be about 13 x 10 which is a decent size for 1 person and cozy for two.
You MUST be okay with our kitten Dexter, and dog Zeppy...and you're welcome to bring a cat/dog of your own.
We have Comcast Digital Cable with a DVR and HBO in the living room, and we're getting the bedrooms set up for regular cable (if you want digital in your room its $10 extra a month due to Comcast)
Rent & utilities are always split 3 ways. So your rent is $345 a month plus utilities so about $400 a month.
You must pay 1/3 of the security deposit plus first months rent upon move in.
You will be living with myself, and my boyfriend. You're not required to be best friends with us or even like us that much, just please pay your shit on time!
Feel free to pass this one to anyone you know who may be looking for a new place.
ps- the apartment is in cockeysville
10.21.2008
Jen Leach is a dumb cunt.
IF YOU'RE GOING TO GET A POEM MAKE SURE YOU COPY IT CORRECTLY FROM THE ORIGINAL WORK.....YOU STUPID BITCH
I don't care that she got the same thing I did...its that she THINKS she got the same thing I did (and the fact that its her)
The poem...when correctly written is:
"i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)"
notice the parenthesis and the lower case....yea... you're a dumb ugly bitch...that makes me so mad and I bet EE is pissed too!
10.20.2008
I had two papers due today. One in EMF (a class I just took an exam in...) and one for English.
After almost dying on the highway yesterday, and experiencing like 45 seconds of dead air as I'm listening to my station on the way home from work (time that I was responsible for), I was obviously too frazzled to put together any concrete thoughts for both papers.
I get to EMF this morning and he's like...oh since we just had the exam, I'm moving the paper due date to Wednesday. WHAT THE HELL!?
So I basically did the WRONG paper that was due today.
I wrote my EMF paper before the travesties on the highway so I could turn it in today.
I should have written my English paper...fuck fuck fuckity fuck fuck fuck.
UGH! I'm skipping english today because I'm too embarrassed to not have a paper. It only goes down 1/3 a grade per day it's late so if I email it tonight it shouldn't be that bad. Plus its only 3 pages....
I have a meeting with my advisor in an hour to pick my next classes which I'm kind of looking forward too! It should be fun...I'm also gonna ask for classes NOT so early in the morning.
In other news, I cut my bangs into a straight asian hair cut:
10.18.2008
Today has been a lazy day.
Harvest Moon was kind of a disappointment...I only had one last night. But Kev had 2 or 3 so that helped.
My middle school crush is semi-stalking me now. His name is Brian Wilson and I was convinced I was in love with him when I was 12 or 13.
About a year or 2 years ago, he contacted me and I said okay, we can hang out...but then changed my mind because that would be REALLY weird. He then proceeded to send me 4 messages a day on facebook, myspace, and my phone for about 2 weeks.
About a week ago in EMF at 8:15 in the fucking morning, I get a text message from a weird number. I responded with "who is this?"
and they said "promise you won't ignore me if I tell you"
I obviously said "...okay...."
he goes "Brian Wilson"
I obviously said..."oh from the Beach Boys?!"
he goes "no...from cockeysville middle school 8 years ago."
I was kind of involved in the class by then so I ignored my phone (it was on silent to begin with).
By 9:15, I had 4 unread messages.
"Hi, this is ____. Brian's GIRLFRIEND"
"Sorry, my gf can be kind of a bitch"
"How are you?"
"What have you been up to?!"
After a week of short answered texts I was finally like OKAY YOU CAN COME HANG OUT THURSDAY CAUSE WE ALWAYS HAVE PEOPLE OVER FOR THE OFFICE.
He didn't come...THANK GOD.
Anyway...I have 2 papers to write due Monday. I'm gonna just write my EMF one and skip my english class (and turn it in the next day).
GAG ME
10.17.2008
Talk about going too far...
I've dreamt about finding a polaroid camera in my parent's basement and the entire dreams were in polaroid pictures....for the past 3 nights.
I logged onto my favorite shopping website today...FINALLY, thinking it would make the dreams stop.
&....
after 20 minutes of browsing, I decided...all of these will be mine...
and finally
FOR WHAT TOTAL PRICE YOU MAY ASK?!
Forty Dollars and Thirty Six cents. (including shipping and handling)
I logged onto my favorite shopping website today...FINALLY, thinking it would make the dreams stop.
&....
after 20 minutes of browsing, I decided...all of these will be mine...
and finally
FOR WHAT TOTAL PRICE YOU MAY ASK?!
Forty Dollars and Thirty Six cents. (including shipping and handling)
10.16.2008
somehow i've survived this week.
"special friends" day at my little sister's school tomorrow at 8. since our grandparents are too uhm lets say out of it (granma is deaf and granpa has advanced alzheimer's), i always go to my little sister's grandparents and "special friends" day. danny is going with me this year.
i make her look cool for all her friends because i'm the cool big sister (she's 10)
this is the only thing carrying me through:
nectar of the gods.
by the way, i decided recently that i don't believe in karma.
and that everything will always be wonderful for us.
whatever you got, send it my way because chances are it won't even tap me.
i'm living the charmed life.
crayola skies for a thousand miles.
"special friends" day at my little sister's school tomorrow at 8. since our grandparents are too uhm lets say out of it (granma is deaf and granpa has advanced alzheimer's), i always go to my little sister's grandparents and "special friends" day. danny is going with me this year.
i make her look cool for all her friends because i'm the cool big sister (she's 10)
this is the only thing carrying me through:
nectar of the gods.
by the way, i decided recently that i don't believe in karma.
and that everything will always be wonderful for us.
whatever you got, send it my way because chances are it won't even tap me.
i'm living the charmed life.
crayola skies for a thousand miles.
10.11.2008
10.05.2008
new apartment
We're all moved in...meaning all our shit is here. It's just not put away.
Ned is huge!!! I wish Mo would spend some more time with him and remember how they grew up together. He keeps hissing at him and I'm like YOU KNOW HIM!
can't you remember, moseph, when you and nedington were cuddle buds?
It's so nice living with Kaylyn again. So much less drama I'm sure! Especially since we have our own rooms.
We had a moment last night that just made me infinitely happy to be living with her again. We just get each other.
Thank you thank you thank to Shan and Cammie because without them we seriously would not be moved!
Tattoo is healing slowly but surely. The aquaphor is helping a lot but it's so gooey. The tat itches like whoa but that just means its healing.
So stoked for a fabulous night of TV. Girls Next Door premiere!!!!! AHH
Oh, and a new True Blood which K and I are stoked for....
I have a feeling this is the start of something great.
Olden Times
I would wake her up to take a more current picha butttttt I'm nice.
Ned is huge!!! I wish Mo would spend some more time with him and remember how they grew up together. He keeps hissing at him and I'm like YOU KNOW HIM!
can't you remember, moseph, when you and nedington were cuddle buds?
It's so nice living with Kaylyn again. So much less drama I'm sure! Especially since we have our own rooms.
We had a moment last night that just made me infinitely happy to be living with her again. We just get each other.
Thank you thank you thank to Shan and Cammie because without them we seriously would not be moved!
Tattoo is healing slowly but surely. The aquaphor is helping a lot but it's so gooey. The tat itches like whoa but that just means its healing.
So stoked for a fabulous night of TV. Girls Next Door premiere!!!!! AHH
Oh, and a new True Blood which K and I are stoked for....
I have a feeling this is the start of something great.
Olden Times
I would wake her up to take a more current picha butttttt I'm nice.
10.01.2008
Extensions are successful. I don't have the balls to wear them to school cause it's like oh hey guys...my hair grew 14 inches in a day! I'll wear em on the weekends I supposed.
I've been up since 3:30 since I went to bed at 6:30. My EMF teacher keeps walking buy me and staring(I have his class right now but I'm obviously not in it). I want to be like LOOK BUDDY, I'M NOT COMING TO CLASS TODAY! He's tapes all his lectures anyway. Aannnnnd he just walked buy me again! He's not even in class...come on!
We move this weekend. Danny has recruited all his friends to help. Now I'm in the process of recruiting mine. I know I have Cammie, and Eve...I'm trying to get Kaylyn, Tally (Shantall), and Mz. Hailey Shaw to come down too.
I figure it'll go super fast once we get going since we have so many people.
Danny insists that we have to start packing. But we're moving across the street? I don't see the point.
Morissey is still behaving strangely. We have a vet appointment for him on Friday and I'm super nervous. I'll probably get Cammie and/or Eve to come with me so I feel better.
Speaking of appointments, I have my tattoo appointment today. Whether or not I'm getting it depends on whether or not the leasing office is gonna force us to pay for the carpet upfront (it's supposed to come straight out of our security deposit) then refund us 30 days later, or if they're gonna just take it straight out of the old sec. deposit.
It's gonna look something like this going across the top of my back onto my shoulders:
I'm super nervous. I really want it...and I'm scared. The font isn't gonna look EXACTLY like that, but it is based off the handwriting on the Declaration of Independence. I'm stoked cause it's the perfect combo of my two loves: history, and E.E Cummings.
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