I'm stuck in Albany. The older my Grandfather has gotten the more he has simply becoming a parody of his former self. All he cares about is college, grades, and himself...but not necessarily in that order.

My brother texted my Uncle Jim to wish him a Happy Thanksgiving and to tell him we wish we could be there (my mother's family is my real family).
He responded with "Grandpa Ellis called you a punk at the dinner table....I swear"
My Grandfather is legit 100 years old.

I miss my animals and love more than I thought possible. I just feel so miserable and removed from warmth up here...and its not even that cold.


Still dealing with shit I shouldn't have to from people I shouldn't have to get it....
It's frustrating to keep getting disappointed. It's frustrating to be dragged into something for no reason. It's frustrating to somehow be the bad guy for no reason. It's frustrating hearing your best friend sobbing into a voicemail about how she's screwed up everything.
It's frustrating to be 208473 miles away and just wanting to scream I LOVE YOU SO STOP DOING THIS TO ME.
It's frustrating that I know you're a good person but you keep acting otherwise.

Let sleeping dogs lie. Please, I'm begging you.

On another note, all my friends from high school are in town and blowing up my phone and I'm SO pissed I'm not home.

On another note, Wii has robbed me of the ability to lift my right arm. Ahhhh, the price to pay for schooling my brother and sister in boxing, bowling, and tennis.

Oh, and ps....you're still ugly probably even uglier now (-;